BANGUNGOT

time: 5:40ish when I woke up from a sad dream, and if I stayed longer in bed, maybe it will turn into a nightmare because i just realized that what im dreaming about is my own dad. he's still there...out there...with some kid...close to me...so surreal, just exactly what does it mean? i turn the pc to my brother kamote and his post about a concert of certain band i never heard b4, incubus. Could this be the answer to the lesson that i must learn? "Don't let life pass you by". So I deleted RSVP, the rant that i posted here yesterday. somehow i dont feel good about it. That guy should just be forever cast out from deep recesses of my mind. So I'm casting out the shadow...but how?